• Mypen posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    Secret society does exist and maybe they are just at your back or maybe one of your neighbors or friends. Sounds funny but it’s TRUE.

  • Mypen posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    Not saying a word it doesn’t mean IT IS OKAY, it simply emphasizes I RESPECT YOU as a person, but never ask me if I one day I would change. I will just give you the result of what you have caused.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I don’t want to eat my pride coz this is the only thing that I have. This keeps me breathing.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I’m avoiding to hate myself and finding myself pitiful. If one day I would experience these feelings, I’d rather die. There’s no more pride left so what’s the sense of being alive?

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    These eyes are traitor. I salute my mind for being so courageous.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I hate learning that I am pitiful of all the happenings.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    What had happened is a clear proof that people just want me as their companion, only.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I seriously wanted to stay away from people even my family. I just want to be myself. I only need my inner me coz she can help me understand lots of things and can comfort me as well.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Unexplainable feelings, holding my temper, I feel like I’m about to explode.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I really want to cry without letting people know.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Well, there is no one to be blamed except myself and that will always be me. I am happy to know this situation at least I’m tearing apart inch by inch. The good thing is, I’m hurting nobody.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I know that I don’t belong but leaving me hanging wow that’s pretty obvious and it’s really struck me though.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    I know nobody cares. Well, I don’t want to beg an inch of it from everyone. I trust myself more. I know that I can only heal it by myself. Only me.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    What makes me feel tired? It is when I keep understanding myself where other people don’t see that I am hurt already.

  • Mypen posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    I don’t want to feel pity to myself of what had happened.

  • Mypen posted an update 3 weeks ago

    I don’t feel pity to myself. I believe God gives me these people, happenings for me to learn and avoid them in the future.

  • Mypen posted an update 3 weeks ago

    I will do my best to forget everyone who is part of my life, why? They are the ones who used to give me so much pain.

  • Mypen posted an update 3 weeks ago

    I’m so tired of giving love to people who don’t even show respect and treasure my feeling.

  • Mypen posted an update 3 weeks ago

    They don’t believe you coz they believe to others whom they don’t know for a long time.

  • Mypen posted an update 3 weeks ago

    I am not aiming for a grand life and not even wishing for a luxury thing. All I ask is a happy, peaceful and comfortable life with my family; my treasure. I have had such wonderful and incomparable happy memories with them when I was young, but suddenly I woke up one day this treasure slowly gone and went wrong up to this moment.
    I don’t have no o…[Read more]

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