• Mypen posted an update 4 days, 20 hours ago

    I wanna burst.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 20 hours ago

    Can’t cry.
    I’m so loaded.
    I wanna explode.
    I really want to unload.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 20 hours ago

    Sharing is loving but it is always abused by people who you think will help you save it for future purposes.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 20 hours ago

    I know someday I would regret how my money have wasted without spending it wisely. I am conscious enough spending those to something aren’t important.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 20 hours ago

    They don’t see how I needed my money for some important purposes. They aren’t asking me to, but I feel it so.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 20 hours ago

    When will I become numb?
    Where I don’t need to consider other people. Where I don’t need all of them. Where there’s only me in my life.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 21 hours ago

    Why can’t I feel happiness if I hurt them?
    Why can’t I feel proud whenever I corrected them?
    Why am I so strong that I can even heal myself and accept those painful words?
    Why am so considerate where they used to throw me whatever words they wanted to?
    Why can’t I learn how to defend myself from them?
    Why are they like that?
    Why are my…[Read more]

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 21 hours ago

    One of the hurtful things it brings, it is when your loved ones see you that you are wrong of a certain thing and they feel happy though.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 21 hours ago

    I have no enough trust to continue my profession. I’m tired. I don’t understand anymore.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 21 hours ago

    I wronged myself of listening and learning from other people and try to share those knowledge which they found out those are wrong.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 21 hours ago

    I have the profession, but most of the people see me I haven’t especially my loved ones. Why? It is because it’s easier for them to say what they want to say without considering I have the brain to absorb what they mean and goes to my heart where the pain fills in.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 21 hours ago

    Corrections make a person learn from not repeating such mistakes, but it depends on how it is being relayed. It usually goes another way where it causes trauma and lessen once self-confidence.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 21 hours ago

    My two eyes witnessed how these beloved ones of my life disrespect me in front of many people. I cannot neither say a single word nor hurt them physically because I am afraid that I may cause them pain. I understand those words whether intentional or unintentional, but the only thing that I can still don’t understand is the fact that they are a…[Read more]

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 22 hours ago

    It is totally an incurable pain seeing your loved ones in the midst of living like a rat life. If I can only sell my life in exchange to uplift their standard of living and endless happiness, I would not think twice, I will really do it.

  • Mypen posted an update 4 days, 22 hours ago

    I feel so disappointed and dismayed of having me as their child. Headaches and heartaches are the only feelings that I can show and give to.

  • Mypen posted an update 5 days, 19 hours ago

    When things are not easy to understand made me think to stop.

  • Mypen posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    A part of one’s life’s poem

    a wretched life goes to me
    full of sufferings and it’s empty
    ’em just an ordinary one
    dreaming a true happiness and fun
    freedom can’t let me in
    coz ’em still tangled of this pain
    seems the entire world is enemy
    and the people are also be
    I have no one to confess this
    coz I believe they’ll say I deserve this
    paying…[Read more]

  • Mypen posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Pain ends at the right period and it will fall on its four cornered space.

  • Mypen posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    There are people who don’t want to see once happiness. That means to say, that’s a cursed life. Soon darkness occurs and a cold wind blows where those people wear a smile on their faces. Agony vanishes easily. Ending will be set peacefully.

  • Mypen posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I think this life is a curse.

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