Journal Oct 24 2018

It is a crying jags day

No reason that I cam see. O just suddenly break out weeping. Thank God no one has noticed yet. That’s all I need is for my wife to despise me for the tears. I’ll never get her back. Dunno. I guess it’s a depressive day. Damn all women to hell. Damn all depression to hell. Damn everything to hell.


I’ve joined a gym. Been going almost.every day.with my.grand daughter. Wifey was supposed to go with me But I should have known better. She wants little enough to do with me. Which is why I take tianna. She could use to build up some more muscle for hee shot put and discus throwing anyway.


I’m slowly getting to where I don’t need my wife anymore. Sad as that is. And the tears the thought brings on.


Oh well. Gotta go. Be good.stay strong.always face the world with a smile and never refuse a hug. There is real magic in smiles and hugs and laughter.



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