Journal nov 24.2018

That’s it. I quit. I give up on love. I simply quit. I thought I could win her.back but that’s clearly not happening. She is gone forever. We have a marriage in name only. She has her boyfriend with whom she spends the night. And I can not even question her about it since we are officially separated.

I quit.trying to win her back. I do everything she wants and buy her anything she wants. I take her anywhere she wants to go and do whatever she.wants yet she doesn’t want me.

I can’t win. It’s all stacked against me. Forever which is a very long time. I guess I deserve it. The past always comes back to bite you.

It.is too late.

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