It is believed scientifically ‘If any of your senses are malfunctioning other start functioning with much greater functioning and develop more.
Today I wanted to disclose my acting regarding my real mental ailment. It was first time when I came out of my Box. And started struggling socially because of the symptoms I discussed previously.
Despite of my academic performance I was tested socially. I was failing in all institutions. Despite of previously performing I suddenly collapsed. Reason was my uniquely developed acquiring mechanism.
I used to acquire education in a way that was quite different than others. I used to learn my examinations by taking much longer time than others. It was required that I deliver the learning before I get it erased from my memory. It was compulsory I rush to examination center and deliver my learning. My family members used to escort me to examination Center.
I used to rush to exam paper and deliver it. Later on I used to struggle in recalling it. It always had been a single chance for me to deliver and I always did it precisely.
When learning mechanism got exposed and I was struggling socially. Now people started biasing me. I disclosed the learning before the world first time. A perception had already developed that he has gone Mad because of being a book worm being inactive socially.
I acted in such a way that they have to consult psychiatrists to improve my mental condition. But it was a road to investigating my real mental condition causes.
I was thinking that perhaps they will medically improve my memory and resolve my social retardation. I regained my potential and after lapse of 4 years I earned 2 more degrees. I refused to give up.
Today I disclose I developed my brain with the help of technology. But I developed remaining normal functioning and no such miracle I experienced not any of my symptoms had improved. These are still all the same.
But I brought in use interactive Computer software and smart phone applications to develop remaining functionality of my brain.
The real issue was can I perform normally academically as well as professionally. I was pursuing suitable way to perform professionally at least.
So a time came when I had developed functionality of my brain and back to back I was receiving job proposal and even on merit selections. Even after quitting banking that was also on merit selection.
I had enough development to become a knowledge man. Delivering mechanism or method and social environment control were to be established. My third on merit selection even after 4 years quitting financial industry.
My acting regarding showing me mentally ill brought forward real mental ailment causes. Already Discussed symptoms were all real. Now there was no resolve to it but adopting the requirements for rest of my life.
I know if I have not brought in use technology assistance for developing my mind….Today all malfunctioning of my brain is still all the same.
Still I struggle while riding a motor bike. I forget directions while riding. But I ride on small scale bike.
I have escaped accidents on motor bike but never mentioned a single incidence at my home. Well I am emphasizing again and again that I have developed remaining functioning of my brain. The malfunctioning has never been miracle.
It’s not my authority to miracle my brain to normalize malfunctioning. But I can only supplicate and develop functioning of brain where it is performing.
I readjusted my learning mechanism and achieved at least 3 degrees. But never regaining me that brain as I had in early ages. Never my performance was appraised poor. Just charged not being up to the mark or less than target. Or accusations included lack of coordination, communication problem and such allegations were ridiculous. Nobody wrote ‘your performance was poor’
So far I am communicating my knowledge with all those wronged allegations. I won’t mention but I am scolded ‘Please take pity on yourself ‘Yes I can’t because I am not delegated to show any sort of miracles. But I can be strong and discover functionality of my brain and perform with this.
Once I read a story of Mr. Simpson ……….just a post haste and irrecoverable differences are like a shadow with me.
My self-communication is nothing but ‘The interpersonal communication’. One I and other in Mirror.
Well My perceptiveness so much effected that Sensory impressions do not imprint firmly Even if I ride its on familiar places and even if i walk alone i feel myself some creature rather than human because they way currently my brain has developed and at last the places i reverie I am not stoned neither arrested or killed I rely on others sensory perceptions when you will see them driving for me ..
That is how my places people and name retrieval and remembrance is effected but digital world has brought my normality back on the other hand my out of digital world reality and recognition is before world…